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    Sunday, March 31st, 2002
    7:59 pm
    maaaaaaaan html is dangerous business...
    still makin' the site... it is nearing completion and I am tired as fuck... up til' 3:30 workin' on it last night... so I'm not gonna write much again today... other than "mindless self destruction" is fucking amazing... all these shitty bands rappin' over metal riffs and saying "oh we cross genre's" bullshit... MSI cross genres... and they do it with the ease most of us walk down the sidewalk... so anyway... I'll prolly come up with a decent update tomorrow... hopefully...

    noone's really payin' attention anymore anyway... understandably...

    -chris

    Current Mood: nearly satisfied
    Saturday, March 30th, 2002
    4:41 pm
    the revolution will be televised... er... on the internet???
    Didn't even go see a movie last night... bought two dvd's instead... clerks and chasing amy... aaaaaaaanyway I'm not writing much on here at the moment because I'm working diligently on the website once it is finished I hope you all visit... I may update with more later but perhaps not... it depends how involved I get with building the site...

    -chris

    Current Mood: prolific
    Friday, March 29th, 2002
    3:57 pm
    Oh come on... you don't have to lie to me... I'm gonna hate ya no matter what ya say...
    Well I'm going to see a movie tonight... and I don't have alot to bitch about today because it's nice out and that tends to affect my mood... and I don't want to really turn this into a forum for me to talk about my personal life to much except for an extreme emergency... or if it lends itself to complaining about something larger... so I'm not gonna say much today or at least right now... if something pisses me off today or the movie I see sucks (which it prolly will) then I'll come back and bring da pain but for now... aloha...

    chris... oh and if you go to jamie's livejournal and read the comments for his entry on March 28th you'll see that I am in fact the smartest man alive... so there's yer proof... booooooooong!

    -chris

    Current Mood: hopeful(what? its warm out!)
    Thursday, March 28th, 2002
    5:58 pm
    I'm going to aaaaaaaall the cool parties...
    ooooooooooooh lets see... what to complain about today.... tooooday... uuuuugh I went to look for books about creating graphics for a web page but they were all faaaaaaar to expensive... but I'll figure it out somehow... the revolution will be televised... as they say... sooooooooo I don't know... I suppose I could talk about something positive... but I don't have a lot of experience with that... I started reading Cornel West's "Race matters" today... it's pretty good...

    I bought andrew wk last night... which is turning out odd... everyone I know in regular daily life says it's "gay" or "not all that great"... but I think its great... completely ham-fisted, "get drunk and fuck" lyrics... without the machismo posturing of limp bizkit or the "angst before fun" whining of staind or puddle of mudd... there's a lot of talk about him being rocks new savior but I think people who say that are missing the the obvious... if anyone is priming to make rock viable again it's system of a down... and anyone who calls them "nu metal" needs to be savagely beaten with nailbats...

    Nu-metal is repetative, watered down, safe for the airwaves, only rebelling until it offends someone, schlock... system of a down are doing what faith no more did before them making heavy metal music that brings fresh ideals and influences into the frey to create music noone has ever heard before and is destined to be underrappreciated until everyone catches up to them... at which point they'll probably be broken up...

    Nu-metal is hilarious in its bloated self delusion... Nu metal and it's fans somehow find a difference between it and glam metal of the 80's... but they are the same... 3 or 4 bands that are doing something relatively original(korn, deftones, Incubus,before morning view that is, slipknot, rage against the machine)... followed by about 10 second string bands(crazy town, linkin park, drowning pool, staind, static-x, pod, puddle of mudd, papa roach, mudvayne, glassjaw)... aaaaaaaand of course the last stop on the route... the dead end that is the third stringers... (hoobastank, flaw, mushroomhead, adema, soil, the apex theory)... this same pattern happened with the 80's glam crap... first ya got like motley crue and twisted sister... then rolls in the poison and ratt... and towards the end dokken and warrant... so kids if ya like flaw... just remember 10 years from now there will be shows on mtv about how stupid and goofy they are and you yourself will probably look back with confusion and embarrassment about the whole thing... now I will be the first to admit that throughout these processes there are always bands that stick out because they are actually good and even though they seem to be ripping off another band they are original and talented... mudvayne and glassjaw are a good example and I have friends who claim apex theory is a cut above the rest however I have my doubts... but I haven't listend to them so I won't judge...

    One thing that I find funny is nearly all of these bands list faith no more as an influence which is truly laughable... if these bands learned anything from faith no more they would make far better music... faith no more were versatile to the nth degree and never settled for rehashed material... these bands are rehashing OTHER BANDS material... does this music hurt anyone no... but does seeing mediocre, if not flat out horrible, unoriginal music making people money inspire others to do the same... YES... so the end result is a vicious cycle of music that has no direction besides straight to the bank...

    I just want some original music... and I don't have any musical talent so I can't make it myself! So until "No Remorse" or "Broken Medium" break big... what am I to do... I'll tell you what... listen to andrew wk and party til' I puke... fuck everyone...

    -chris

    Current Mood: horribly dissappointed by life
    Wednesday, March 27th, 2002
    5:48 pm
    anybody want some candy corn, jujubees, amphetamines?
    Fuck! I just deleted this entry by accidentally pressing the back button and when I came back to this screen it was gone... fuck fuck fuck... aaaaaaaaanyway it was my stupidity... I'll just have to paraphrase myself cause I don't feel like typin' that much again...

    So my main man Jamie was speakin' at me today regarding cd prices... and godamn is he right they are faaaaaaar to expensive... I mean I don't buy cd's at record stores very much at all anymore but still... granted most cd's are total garbage like britney spears and good charlotte and all shit... and those of you who buy that crap deserve to have your wallets anally raped by the big record labels so I'm not sheddin' any tears over that... still good music shouldn't be so expensive...

    Why do they think kids are out there burning cd's with a ferocity only matched by the mating practices of rabbits... it's because 20 dollars is to much for a cd of some shitty band that fred durst found and fired everyone but the lead singer cause he was the only marketable one... no I'm not talking about anyone specific that would just be pointless MUDD slinging... and you don't want to find yourself in a PUDDLE of that MUDD do you? gee was that too subtle... no prolly not... anyway... record labels are such pussies about it no less... they're freakin' out cause they're losing money but who's really gettin' hurt... I'll tall ya who...

    One hit or one album wonders...

    acts that aren't consistant but managed to pinch off one decent tune so people just download that song and don't worry about the rest of their dogshit material... I know in my experience I buy any cd of a band that is truly good because one, they deserve it and two, it's still the most convenient way to listen to music unless you buy a portable mp3 player but fuck that... anyway... record companies have to learn they can't close pandora's box just because what came out is gettin' all in their face, stealin' their money and making them shit their pants... music on the net isn't going anywhere...

    I'll finish with a quote from the great dave grohl (great because he's cool and he was in nirvana... not really cause of the foo fighters...) anyway he said...

    "Music should always be free... when you buy a cd you're buying it all the case, the art and the disc... but I don't want to have to put a fuckin' quarter in my radio just listen to music..."

    -chris

    Current Mood: (you tell me)
    Tuesday, March 26th, 2002
    6:25 pm
    ooooooooooooh when will it eeeeeeend...
    today I'll use this space to bitch about miscellaneous irritations throughout my daily life... first of all... this semester is dragging on with the sluggish pace of an episode of friends... all I want to do is go home and party most of the summer... I'd also like to accomplish something of value like publishing an independant magazine or website... I feel the need to create something palpable... even if it's terrible... which lets be honest there's a pretty good chance it will be...

    the kids next to me play irrritating electronic music ALL FUCKING DAY... and they never shut up... I know it's college and people are expected to act like farm animals but give me an hour a day to just enjoy silence... also when they're not playing that horribly repetitive and obnoxious electronic, raver shit, their room sounds like a copy of "now that's what I call music"... could you imagine buying cd's and only listening to the hit songs... or worse yet only listening to things on mtv... my god... I'd have shoved a q-tip into my brain by now...

    the worst part of my day however is dealing with the uncompramisingly irritating art students up here who think that in art, it's more important to have something to say than to say it well... they think as long as the content of the piece is deep or profound, which it rarely is, that it doesn't matter how they execute it... which is bull... good art is 90% work 10% idea... drawing a picture of yourself literally coming out of a shell only to be devoured by ravenous birds (society) is competely ridiculous... I mean how about a little subtelty... it's hard enough to believe these people are all that disturbed to begin with and even if they were I'd like to think they could find a better way to convey it through art... alot of people I'm sure will say "art is just a matter of opinion it's up to the view to decide if it's good or bad..." and to that I say... BLAH! utter horseshit... there is a science to creating good art... it takes all the elements of design working in unison to create a composition with depth and good use of positive negative space... you can't just sit down at a piano and mash the keys with your ass and call it music... and you can't just throw a bunch of paint on a piece of paper and call it art... so STOP TRYING IT!

    -chris

    Current Mood: bereft of hope
    Monday, March 25th, 2002
    6:14 pm
    when evolution is outlawed only outlaws will evolve...
    I was in history of advertising today... and I saw two college students exchanging notes... and giggling about it... I find this truly stunning, I can't imagine a more juvenile thing to be doing in a college course... it never ceases to amaze me how often I am dissappointed in my peers ability to act their age... or even half their age... the desks at my school are full of brainless scrawlings for all to behold including such classics as "tim higgins is a fag" followed by the brilliant retort "so are you"... and lets not forget "Misfits rule"... or "187" or my personal favorite which is on the bathroom door in the building I have painting 1 "art girls love to fuck"... genius... surely written by someone who's never been within a quarter mile of a naked woman...

    How does someone's maturity get so stunted that even in college they do things that many of us found ridiculous in high school... they're the same kids that will bitch about the tests being to difficult, when in actuality they just didn't read the book... I get the impression people are so overwhelmed by not living with their parents for the first time they indulge every infantile impulse to it's most hedonistic and narcassistic end...

    These are probably the same people who end up caring about things like award ceremonies and celebrity couples when they're older because their whole life to that point was spent thinking about nothing of substance... so they have to latch on to people with faaaaar better lives so their's don't seem so empty... I think it's perfectly normal to act childish and immature on occasion... but not perpetually... it's nice to temper that with thinking about things like polotics, art, inter-personal relationships and just anything else that has positive impact on your life and psyche...

    the real problem is I don't really think I'm all that mature... quite the opposite really... I'm immature, it just seems that most of my fellow students are even more developmentally retarded than I am... which is shocking and frightening...

    I realize I come off sounding totally egotistical and arrogant... and if that's the case sobeit but that's not really my intent... the point is we need to start expecting more out of ourselves or nothing will ever get better...

    -chris

    Current Mood: defeated
    Sunday, March 24th, 2002
    4:23 pm
    we have come for your parents...
    I woke up this morning and went to breakfast... upon my return I went to play a little grand theft auto 3 only to find my save file has been corrupted deleting all my progress up to this point... so I played for a while and just reaffirmed what a horribly violent game it is... which got me thinking about the whole excuse society uses to justify kids shooting each other in school... that being the media; video games, movies, television and music... this all infuriated me when it climaxed with columbine and thinking about it today has pissed me off even further...

    This is just a way for parents who are unwilling or unable to properly raise their children to pass the buck... I play horribly violent video games (grand theft auto, twisted metal), listen to gwar, watch tons of movies about criminals and psychopaths (a clockwork orange comes to mine) and watch the sopranos and oz on tv... and somehow I abhor violence... it makes me nervous as hell and I have no tolerance for it... BECAUSE my parents taught me very early on the difference between right and wrong... in most cases it is a very clear line... and my parents have both worked full time my whole life so to suggest that playing doom and listening to marilyn manson caused your children to kill people is basically just saying "wooow I fucked up royally as a parent huh? I mean all this time I've let my kid listen to and interact with things with bizarre or violent messages without ever bothering to instill an inherent sense of fiction and reality or right and wrong in them"... to this people often say to me... "but you don't have kids you don't know how hard it is you can't keep tabs on them..." well FUCKING DUUUUH!!! that's WHY I DON'T HAVE KIDS FUCKWAD! I know it's hard and I don't want the responsibility... but if you decide to take on that responsaibility you better godamn well be ready to make them a respectable human being who knows that enacting bloody revenge for being tormented in gym for 8 years is not okay...

    Furthermore another utterly repulsive side to this is upper class white suburbia's total ignorance to the fact that school shootings go on in the inner city pretty frequently and that doesn't bother them... because most of those kids are black or poor... and rich white folks ain't to worried about "those kinds of people" are they??? no because they live in sheltered little worlds of goin' to church on sunday, havin' affairs with their secretaries and watchin' the big game with the neighbors on sunday... and they don't have time to worry about people in those lower tax brackets... hell they barely have time to raise their kids let alone anyone elses... weeell fuuuuck that... if you don't want to except the responsibility of caring for and nurturing a human life don't have a child... there are a plethora of ways to avoid it... besides we've got enough people on this planet frankly multiplying shouldn't be anyone's top priority... some people should pull their eyes away from espn long enough to see that we have a population crisis on this planet...

    -chris...

    Current Mood: baffled
    Saturday, March 23rd, 2002
    2:33 pm
    free speech is still allowed because noone uses it to it's potential anymore
    I'm not in a very bitchy mood today... mostly cause it's pretty nice out {for edinboro that is}... and I spent all of last night playin' video games listening to music and then watchin' politically incorrect which basically for me is an ideal night I also got a few good sketches done as well... so godamn what's to complain about... well plenty but that can wait... Lately I've been feeling the pressure of living up to my hereos such utter genius's as mike patton, dave mustaine, henry rollins, hunter s thompson, vonnegut, chip kidd, frank miller, conan o' brian, kevin smith, joal hodgeson, dave brockie and countless others who rather than frittering their lives away have done something that they believed in and created remarkable music, films, books, tv shows etc... these are just a fraction of the people who deserve admiration, namely my favorites but there are hundreds more...

    Out there doing the things that I only wish I could do and hopefully on some level will in time... it's a shame because my inate talent is art which I'm good at, and at college have improved drastically the quality of my work... but I don't have a passion for it... no fire in my belly to drive me... what I really like is commenting on my surroundings... obviously... but I'm exactly a genius in that terrritory... also it's not all that great of a thing to do... I mean if every person who spent their time bitching about how things sucked worked to make them better maybe there wouldn't be a need to bitch... hopefully something will snap in me artistically and cause me to become truly motivated... anyway... I'd like to hear anyone else's thoughts on the directionality of their life or lack thereof...

    I'll prolly be back for another commentary on something today because I don't feel like this is sufficient for the whole day all I did was explain that I have no purpose in life... most of you prolly could have figured that out without my little monologue...

    -chris

    Current Mood: perturbed
    Friday, March 22nd, 2002
    6:19 pm
    Never lean on the wierd... or they will chop your head off and perverts will eat your brains...
    The title today is a quote from Hunter S Thompson, GENIUS

    well luckily a few people have been responding to my little scrawlings mostly in agreement which is nice.... however someone messaged me on aol yesturday to explain how wrong I was about everything... which is respectable although I must say she was less than convincing... except for on one account she did say I was unoriginal because people bitch about cultural decay all the time... that is partially true people have in the past done it quite alot and many people do it now... however they are all ignored which is why more of us need to step up to the plate... I'm not an original thinker just a free one... anyway she asked that her name be taken out if I show her comments on the journal so I will refer to her as... backstreetbombwad or bsb...

    "bsb:you should consider putting a comment section for
    highly optimistic people to contradict your interesting, yet filled with
    bull-shit journal....."

    so I told her about the comment button... then she noted...

    "bsb:you're just seeking hte attention that you patronize throughout
    the whole journal... b/c what you're saying is in no way original every pessimist hates music and pop and what not you're just another stereotype... i could go to a million other journals and see the same thing"

    I hope there are a million other journals like mine... anyway I agree I am out for attention but I'm tryin' to spread the werd of free thought and get people with some talent to get out therer and make good music, film, tv and books for me to enjoy I realize doing it on an internet journal is ridiculous but once it's within my grasp I'm going to shoot for larger game... such as a website/magazine etc... and I don't hate "music and pop" I hate pop music...

    anyway this is where she started gettin' wierd,

    "bsb: life isn't perfect ..... and that's exactly what MAKES life perfect..."

    then she dropped the bomb...

    "bsb: everyone's genius we're all different so we're all genius is some unique way we live in utopia and don't even know it"

    hardly...

    "bsb: if you learn one thing from a person they are genius i stand by my beliefs"

    I learned from a priest that there's a big invisible man in the sky keeping a score card of how many times I masturbate does that make him a genius???? Any way about this time we discussed movies here are her thoughts...

    "bsb: the most original movie out today is moulin rouge, I liked 40 days and 40 nights it was non-thinking"

    I concur that 40 days and 40 nights is brainless... and moulin rouge... I don't know pass...

    there was also more conversation with less conflict.... regardless I'd like to say while I grooooossly disagree with her on nearly all points she seemed relatively astute not stupid by any means just kinda subpar taste in art...

    so I completely encourage all of you to keep checking in and respond in any way you wish disagreement is more fun but agreement is validating... I'll prolly write another entry today but perhaps not... not that anyone should care...

    -chris

    Current Mood: industrious
    Thursday, March 21st, 2002
    4:30 pm
    you can be replaced...
    what ever happened to originality????? It seems like these "Disturbed Drowning Mudd Adema Park" bands just churn out 13 complete bullshit songs slap'em onto a cd and sell'em to stupid white kids... there's no process of... "man we really need to make this material more original and experimental..." anymore... first off linking pork probably just gets their songs handed to them by the label... so they're worthless anyway... but bands should be making music we've never heard before not recycling everything we've all heard and didn't like the first time just to make some money... if you want to do that just become a salesman don't label yourself an artist... leave art to the motivated and creative people of the world who've been ignored the last 12 years because of all the shit you've been putting out...

    Next rappers... uuuuuuuugh god... here's a musical art form that's been beaten into the ground by the uncreative and greedy... you got acts like busta rhymes and outkast out there breakin' some ground with the art form but for everyone one busta rhymes there's a million ludacrises and jay z just fuckin' spouting jibberish and boasting about their possesions... we're all very happy you have a gold whore in your gold car that has gold hubcaps to match your gold teeth you use to eat golden grahams but fuck man... isn't there something a little more relevant or at least interesting you could be 'singing' about????? it's the same pattern as before make a song about fuckin' 40 women and driving forty cars... put in a box... sell it to stupid white kids... man...

    Creativity is slowly draining out of all forms of expression however not just music... take movies... it's getting to the point now where most movies start with the studio having an idea for a new character they can use to weezle money away from the parents of stupid kids with and if the movie does start with an artistic vision from the director or writer it's just distorted and abused enough to make it marketable and basically ruined anyway... people with good idea's have no place in this business... we need big tits, big guns, big laughs, more big tits, more big guns, and most importantly a vacant but charismatic star with sex appeal to plaster all over the country for a few weeks before the release... now I don't have a huge problem with stupid movies but I prefer that there be some stupid movies along with some intelligently made ones whereas nowadays all we get is one good movie for every 40 stupid ones...

    thank you greed, laziness and corporate america for raping every thing that was once good about film and music and several other art forms that I'm sure already have been and soon will be defiled at you're scrawny money worshipping hands...

    -chris

    Current Mood: fuck you
    Wednesday, March 20th, 2002
    7:28 pm
    Does being taller than everyone else make you a giant or a freak?
    First and foremost... I forgot Newsradio and Home Movies on my list of good tv yesturday... Sealab is funny but missing it in the end means nothing to me... I don't have a ton to talk about today on the count of I'm tired... So to keep you kids busy instead of bitchin' about pop culture I'll just say that everyone out there who's attractive can go to hell... and the rest of you are probably already there so make some room!

    -chris

    Current Mood: exhausted
    Tuesday, March 19th, 2002
    7:07 pm
    Old Kentucky shark, This is Willie Nelson
    So... I must figure out some way to get you people out there to get the waves I'm transmitting... I mean what good is spreading the "werd" if noone hears it am I right... for right now I'll just continue on with the manifesto... it's not like it's going anywhere...

    The only telivision shows that matter at all are as follows: THE SIMPSONS(the most important), Mystery Science Theater 3000, Six Feet Under, Oz, Sopranos, Dennis Miller Live, Politically Incorrect, Late night with Conan' O Brian, Futurama, Family Guy, Space Ghost Coast to Coast, The Brak Show, Dragon Ball Z, Cowboy Bebop, Mr. Show with Bob and David, Curb your Enthusiasm, Seinfeld...

    I may have overlooked a few good shows so tell me if I did... prolly not many...
    The point of all this is... if you're not watching quality television then what good are you doing yourself not much... I mean I'm all for destroying brain cells but do it with some primo narcotics or booze not shitty television... The point is Television can be a powerful tool for brainwashing and a lot of people seem to not care at all that commercials are dictating what they like or don't like... so when you have to watch it just do it sparingly when something good is on... or if you're bored as hell during the summer then watch whatever the hell you want cause I know how much that fuckin' sucks...

    Also if your lookin' for some role models go to www.buddyhead.com you'll find all the guidance you need.

    Of course there are...
    Some television shows who's stars and creators need to be given a rat poison enima... like Friends, anything on Lifetime, anything on MTV(except the osbournes cause Ozzy's fuckin' hardcore), The West Wing(I'm sure this show's alright but if you want to think about politics watch FUCKING CNN!), Everybody loves Raymond, Sex in the City(man I'd love to jam some socks in all four of their mouths and spray them with dog shit), and anything else that is stupid which is most everything I didn't mention in the good tv list...

    If I seem obnoxious and overly opinionated it's because I am! You should be as well! I'm also well aware that nearly everything I've spoken about is unimportant shit but talkin' about important stuff is exhausting but I'll get around to it... so get ready cause soon I'm gonna explain to all of you why religion is for fuckwads and Republicans. Also why everyone needs to wake the fuck up and start voting, or we're gonna keep ending up with Bushes in the white house...

    This has been another exciting episode of the Darx files come back tomorrow
    same bat time
    same bat channel
    BOOOOOOOOOONG!

    -chris

    Current Mood: uninterested
    Monday, March 18th, 2002
    7:15 pm
    come in and burn
    Today's sermon is going to just set a few facts out for public consumption which include some of my opinions about music... Larry King Style, BOOOOOOOONG!

    First off,
    Some bands everyone should love but barely anyone does... GWAR, completely underrated musicianship coupled with art school style goofy costumes... Therapy?, hard driving guitar rock with more originality than a thousand "disturbed adema linkin' bizkits"... Snot, fucking amazing punk metal type music, lead singer died, robbing all you brainless linkin park fans of some real music worth getting drunk too...

    Secondly,
    Some bands that need to be taken out back and get shot in the back the head: limp bizkit, linkin park, disturbed, adema, crazy town, flaw, limp bizkit, mushroomhead, creed, fred durst of limp bizkit, blink 182, Sum 41, Papa Roach or P. Roach as Carson "jeez my ass hurts could you go easier on me next time Coby" Daly, Good Charlotte, Puddle of Mudd, hoobastank, Drowning Pool, Limp Bizkit and anyone else who has a seven string guitar or a dj...

    Third,
    Some Bands that used to rock hard but now can hardly find one hour a week in which to get funky, Metallica... wow this has to be the biggest fall from grace, they used to make blistering thrash metal that you could listen to while you partied til' you puked, Incubus... had three bitchin albums then they just decided it was time to lose the dicks, get some vagina's and play 14 year old girl rock, way to go guys... Sugar Ray they used to be a hard rock band now they're a shitty mall rock band suitable for your dad to listen to

    Fourth,
    The bands which give me some hope that the future of music isn't totally ass raped... System of a Down, if these guys mature musically and ideologically as we all should be hoping they will they will become our next clash and it's what we need... Tool, you fucking know they're making the kinda music most good musicians wish they were making they're better than you and me and we all know it... Queens of the Stone Age, they make great rock songs. fuck anyone who doesn't get the message... Mike Patton, anything this guy touches is fucking gold from the amazingly diverse and genius "Faith No More" to the flamboyantly experimental "Mr. Bungle" to the offbeat "Fantomas" and more recently "Tomahawk" whose album I've not yet purchased but what I've heard is fresh and exciting...

    well that about covers music... and I'm actually pretty exhausted spreading my own personal brand of musical propaganda is tiring work... could I be wrong about any of this yeah sure... but am I more right than most people... yes... Alot of those bands are just lucky Axl's not here or he'd be crackin' skulls...

    -Chris signing off...

    Current Mood: self righteous
    Sunday, March 17th, 2002
    6:00 pm
    Ready for the Pain???
    I have just signed up for an 'online journal. A concept that at first caused me to shudder with horror. It takes a bit of an ego to think people have any interest in what you have to say. However, I have an ego that's above and beyond the size necessary to think people want to hear what I have to say. They NEED to hear it. I'm a voice of reason in this hellhole of a planet we've all been thrust upon.

    So let's get some things straight...

    The music industry... is in FUCKING sorry shape... I am faaaaaaaaaaar more angry about this than even most of my friends realize...

    Society... let's just be honest alot of you are pretty stupid... I know many of you would like to believe otherwise but reading some shitty novel once every couple of months and getting a 2.4 at whatever state college/second round of high school you're going to does not make you smart... neither I might add does dressing in clothes from a thrift store... I don't know who decided wearing extremely tight, used, faded Mr.T shirts was cool but he needs to be shot in the face... along with everyone who feels they are 'misunderstood' believe me everyone understands you that's WHY they don't like you...

    One thing you may notice, those of you who read this, is that it is difficult to insult me because I am aware of all of my shortcomings. And any time someone tells me something negative about myself I am not surprised because I am a hypocrit and a loudmouth with little to no regard for others feelings or opinions. Although if your opinion is valid and right I will probably be swayed because I am first and foremost ready to learn and adapt. I will always attempt to change for the better which is more than I can say for most of the people in this country...

    Chris

    Current Mood: seeing things clearly as usual
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